I love Bonfire Night.
There’s something in huddling around a fire feeling slightly sunburnt but cosy, singing or just staring into the flames (and not being able to look away… agghhh!) that makes everyone friends. The fireworks are always stunning, and I end up trying to draw them the next day and fail dramatically. And it definitely helps that I’m a bit of a pyromaniac.
The fireworks yesterday reminded me of so many lovely memories, but also this: Wouldn’t it be handy if God spoke to us through some kind of massive firework to tell is what to do? We could have a code, green for yes, red for no… And it would be a great talking point (‘wow did you see the amazing fireworks last night?’ ‘Fireworks? Ahh yes. That was just me ‘n’ the Big G chatting). But there’s a serious point behind that too.
Because somehow we always find ourselves holding back. We make resolutions for new leaves, new years or imagine, then we get back home and see the old crowd and realise we’d forgotten just how hard it was to do what Jesus did. So we convince ourselves we were deluding ourselves. That we never really heard Gods call. That the bible didn’t mean for us to read it literally like we did last summer. That we’re back in reality now and we’ll not do strange thing like pray for people or let them know what you belive. Because of course God wouldn’t want us to do that.* (* Sarcasm, by the way folks)
So here’s a reminder: Look at what God did when he was in human shoes. He taught, he prayed and healed people, he told his disciples to spread the word. Do we follow in his footsteps?
It’s fine say ‘YEAHH!’ now, but at school or work or wherever it’s a different ball game. What I often do is say, ‘Sure God. I’ll pray for my friend – who isn’t Christian – to be healed, as long as you tell me to first.’ And usually my good intentions don’t get any further than that. I tell myself, when my friend has a terrible headache, ‘that’s just you ____, wanting you to do something Godly to make a fool of yourself.’ And maybe I’m the only person who does this, but somehow I don’t think I am.
Do we send off prayers in the morning asking God to tell us when to do something, then plough through the rest of the day having completely forgotten our prayers, even on purpose, so that even if God did send off a firework, we’d be too busy to notice? Do we expect God to produce a massive jolt of obviousness when he wants us to pray for someone or to mention him? Have we always waited to see some sort of sign before trying to follow in Jesus’ footsteps?
Judging on the number of times I’ve done that, only to convince myself God hasn’t boomed at me because he doesn’t want me to do that sort of thing (I conveniently forget WWJD in these moments…), I’d say we don’t have a very good way of seeing things.
So heres the way I’m going to see things from now on: Maybe God wants us to trust him rather than relying on facts, so he let’s us decide whether it’s his will or not. If we had a 50-50 chance God wants us to do something for him, would we do it? But it’s much better odds than that – so often we wait for God to put an arrow with ‘go’ on it above our friend’s head, but Jesus already told us to ‘go and make disciples of all nations’. He didn’t guarantee safe, comfortable results, but he promises he’ll be with us. In fact, if you get laughed at or rejected because of it, ‘great is your reward in heaven’.
Daniel’s friends once said, ‘If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from Your Majesty’s hand. But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.’ and for us I think that can be translated as, ‘God could make this person believe in him by putting the Holy Spirit’s words into my mouth, or get healed when I pray, but even though he might not, I’m still going to do it on the off chance he will.’ Even if he doesn’t, we’ve got to take faith to where it actually means something, without insurance or assurance, other than what we get in the Bible, which is that Jesus says ‘follow’ and he heals, he speaks about God.
Stepping out in faith to pray or speak about Jesus to people could change everything or nothing for them, or it could take time. But surely God’s sacrifice for them is worth a sacrifice from you. Surely with their eternal life in the balance, it’s a risk worth taking. And wherever that step leads, the one place you can be sure that it goes is towards God.
As we have to trust him, rather than things we can see, we get closer to him.